paused at least.

{on one hand i have my journey within Life as i chose it to be ~ or so i thought until recently.
on the other hand i have a journey as a chosen subject from my young years ~ which cost Life. due to "programming &/or training", use and expectations}

Eventually, i'll manage to say more (updates here).

Hopefully, before 2024 ends,
i'll get rid of the rfid/BCI/whatever from my body,
and manage to move on, besides up & forward.

Say a prayer &/or send a Good vibe
for me and everyone else in a similar situation.}

I'd love to continue with content creation and sharing my twoCents or a metaPenny on X (posts & spaces), but i've been used as a "medium" already (on & off spaces) ~ without me being conscious of it and from whatever i can realize now, many things were an entrapment of some sort.

This site is incomplete ~ content wise.
(and unfortunately still under development)
The biggest part of what i think i intended to write about hasn't been touched yet.

Also, *little things* will be altered all over my projects (blog-posts & graphics) as to remove whatever i can recognize as interference.
Some posts will probably be republished with strikethroughs & corrections or explanations according to my current understanding.

The @_EsoAlchemy profile on X was deactivated because it felt like going *the wrong way*, or at least that is the *sense* that drove me into deactivating it. I've kept my data though, so i might sieve all posts & threads {aka re-evaluate & republish}, if i ever get rid of the interference.

Esoteric Alchemy laboratory

Preserve Essence of Humanity | SQ to Evolve the Species

Virtuous Spiritual Cultivation

Awareness. Mindfulness. Consciousness.

Working with Essences

Φinding Balances

Distillments & Transmutations

꘏ μουσικὴν ποίει καὶ ἐργάζου ꘏

 

୭ Philosophy
Mentors : Plato, Aristotle, Socrates .
Ιnfluences : Pythagoras, Neoplatonists, Parmenides

The Forms are existential beacons.

∞ Stoic mindset

• Withstand with Reason & transmute hardships into valuable wisdom about self & being within Life.
•  Sow & cultivate the fields of self with Virtues. Implement to Mind & imbue Heart.
• "Amor fati" & "Memento mori".
• journey towards Eudaimonia
~ Ithaca is a state of Being ~
 
∞ Aristotelian {Virtue} Ethics & Balancing .
∞ Socratic in approaching Truth and wisdom.

Methexis is substantial for essential cultivation.

୭ Religion - Christian (i dare to say), Greek/Eastern Orthodox.
Through the aeons & even in Today's Time, there are countless gerons, ascetics, and monks that offered us their wisdom by sharing their experiential understanding of Logos or by approaching God through theory and holy texts.

A genealogy of God to wholeheartedly trust :
St. Joseph the Hesychast, St. Ephraim Katounakiotis, St. Joseph of Vatopedi, St. Paisios the Athonite, St. Porphyrios the Kafsokalyvite, Geron Athanasios of Lemesos. 

St. Nectarios of Pentapolis, St.Nicodemus the Hagiorite, St.John of Climacus.
(and Andreas Konanos)

Methexis is substantial for essential cultivation.
Take care of your Mind's reasoning & your Heart's resonance.

୭ Spirituality
Spirit has two trails; of Intellect & of Psyche (psychoemotional).
Both are cultivated accordingly.
[pending to clarify whose idea/insight this is]

 
୭ Mental Health & psycho-emotional ripples

∞ Social & Generalized Anxiety
• base def-mechanism: Mindset
• mindfulness for emerging-urges
• conscious breathing to handle emotions & *grappling* sensations
* tip [since you're here] : work on the "generalized" aspect.

∞ surviving HSP Empath
• managing to keep the Core luminous
• detoxifying & replenishing daily [got a furry freelancer therapist at home]

∞ INFJ-A  "preset" troubles {owned or mindfully exploring}
• Ni-Ti loopin
• Tripped Se wire
• Analysis-Paralysis
• A ➺ T ➺ A
• Doorslam is a Core boundary |  "Fe freeze" is defense.


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